Entries by anasilan_r6evsw

Dear Jesus

Are you even seeing this? My son calls me a cunt and a bitch – screaming and breaking things in the apartment we’re allowing him to stay in for free. He hates you and he hates me more. Everytime I have enough money to breathe I have to spend it on his car or something […]

God Here’s My Response

I’ve spent years in confusion. So here’s my response. I can’t take your silence anymore. I can’t take the constant battle inside of me that rages with war between my head and my heart. I don’t want to watch another optimistic message that gives me false hope. I don’t want to read another scripture that […]

Everyone Teaching

Jesus, it seems everyone has something to say. Everyone wishes to be teachers and share what they have learned. This could be beautiful but is it the root of all of our confusion? Which religion knows the way? Which spiritual practice has the key? Which part of the world holds the sacred spaces? Which book […]

You Write in the Sand

Ok Jesus, I think I’m a slow learner. But I’m seeing something tonight about the power of your blood that was placed in the ground – it was deposited in the rocks. So you left your Holy Blood that has the power to not only heal but to convict hearts and change our stories inside […]